Personal Narrative: Breaking The Cycle Of Bad Choices
working for my aunt and uncle and finally got onto Nurses registry. Where again I’d cleaned up and he knew this.. except one night I went out with Holly, Vicki and I forget who else... but I had a LIT..
The only text I’d receive from him while I’d text the shit out of him like a crazy blond girlfriend was, “ How many laps have you done?” Talk about him being a beast..
Of course I almost fell out of my chair. He was watching me and obviously he knew my cycle of bad choices and I couldn’t get out of them because I didn’t know how to control my choices. Why he’d stepped out of my view and simply watched me from that point on. I got on at Nurses’ Registry and my bosses introduced me back into pot and I failed the test and got back into my cycle... by this time I’d gone broke and moved back in with my mom which at the time I hated because she wanted to know where I was.. knowing I was making bad choices.. I took her talking to me as scolding instead of love. She took all of the …show more content…
You all were a hand to hold when I needed it. Holly tried but I pushed her away. Yes, we drank a lot, but you all also showed me what a fun marriage was like. You also taught me my coping was a “choice”. Key word that Jeremy brings back at the end. You also were there during my sisters’ death and seeing me greave with boos and alcohol. I basically had to be drunk every time I came home to cope, even the day she died, I got so drunk on the plane because I couldn’t deal and had no control or knew how to cope.
I took it so hard. When I got my DUI (Which I believe was set up... now). I recall once after your wedding... which also played a role in this story... I am sure you all recall me being a drunkard and Joe thinking I raped Travis... which was probably a dot as well. I recall once you told me about your family labor day weekend and said they had plenty of “boos” and I’d stopped drinking (or trying to at that
The only text I’d receive from him while I’d text the shit out of him like a crazy blond girlfriend was, “ How many laps have you done?” Talk about him being a beast..
Of course I almost fell out of my chair. He was watching me and obviously he knew my cycle of bad choices and I couldn’t get out of them because I didn’t know how to control my choices. Why he’d stepped out of my view and simply watched me from that point on. I got on at Nurses’ Registry and my bosses introduced me back into pot and I failed the test and got back into my cycle... by this time I’d gone broke and moved back in with my mom which at the time I hated because she wanted to know where I was.. knowing I was making bad choices.. I took her talking to me as scolding instead of love. She took all of the …show more content…
You all were a hand to hold when I needed it. Holly tried but I pushed her away. Yes, we drank a lot, but you all also showed me what a fun marriage was like. You also taught me my coping was a “choice”. Key word that Jeremy brings back at the end. You also were there during my sisters’ death and seeing me greave with boos and alcohol. I basically had to be drunk every time I came home to cope, even the day she died, I got so drunk on the plane because I couldn’t deal and had no control or knew how to cope.
I took it so hard. When I got my DUI (Which I believe was set up... now). I recall once after your wedding... which also played a role in this story... I am sure you all recall me being a drunkard and Joe thinking I raped Travis... which was probably a dot as well. I recall once you told me about your family labor day weekend and said they had plenty of “boos” and I’d stopped drinking (or trying to at that