Personal Narrative: Am I Going To Do With A Baby
I remember being depressed, crying saying what am I going to do with a baby I didn’t want to be pregnant, but when I heard that first heartbeat for the first time things changed. When I saw my little one on the ultrasound for the first time all I could do was smile and I couldn’t stop smiling! When I felt the first kicks I had fell in love all over again and regained hope. I just knew then and there I couldn’t dare give it all up now.
In the beginning when it all started, I started to give up on everything. The people that I thought cared about me the most started to turn their back on me. My own mother even started to doubt me, which made things even worse. It came to a point where I found myself crying every single night. I gave up my job, I stopped going to school, and I literally didn’t try to do anything. I continuously sat in the house all day long for days because I was at the point where I didn’t even want to go anywhere or be seen. I was at my lowest point and I didn’t have no one to turn to. The people that said they was going to be there for me wasn’t nowhere …show more content…
Everything people said to me I ended up taking it in and doing just that. They told me I wasn’t going to finish school because I’ve gotten pregnant. I allowed myself to believe what they was saying to me. I ended up not going to school anymore. For two months straight I missed school and because I gave up my job I had nothing else to do. The morning sickness kicked in and everything got even worse. I was unable to eat anything without throwing up. I found myself becoming dehydrated occasionally. It was times where I ended up in the hospital multiple times. Hyperemesis Gravid arum is what they called it. Rather than gaining weight I was losing it. I lost a maximum of 20 pounds. I honestly didn’t think I was going to make it this far in my pregnancy. I was feeling so bad and couldn’t do much about it, but pray for the
In the beginning when it all started, I started to give up on everything. The people that I thought cared about me the most started to turn their back on me. My own mother even started to doubt me, which made things even worse. It came to a point where I found myself crying every single night. I gave up my job, I stopped going to school, and I literally didn’t try to do anything. I continuously sat in the house all day long for days because I was at the point where I didn’t even want to go anywhere or be seen. I was at my lowest point and I didn’t have no one to turn to. The people that said they was going to be there for me wasn’t nowhere …show more content…
Everything people said to me I ended up taking it in and doing just that. They told me I wasn’t going to finish school because I’ve gotten pregnant. I allowed myself to believe what they was saying to me. I ended up not going to school anymore. For two months straight I missed school and because I gave up my job I had nothing else to do. The morning sickness kicked in and everything got even worse. I was unable to eat anything without throwing up. I found myself becoming dehydrated occasionally. It was times where I ended up in the hospital multiple times. Hyperemesis Gravid arum is what they called it. Rather than gaining weight I was losing it. I lost a maximum of 20 pounds. I honestly didn’t think I was going to make it this far in my pregnancy. I was feeling so bad and couldn’t do much about it, but pray for the