As an 10-year old girl growing up in Tanzania, I was fascinated and dumbfounded to see my aunt go to the hospital with a huge tummy and come back with a small crying baby because the "doctor worked his magic". In my formative years, I saw the power of medicine as it healed the lives of those closest to me: doctors reversed my brother's acute asthmatic attack, fixed my cousin's fractured femur and drained my brother’s subdural hematoma to save his life after a head trauma. This is why I chose to pursue a career in medicine.
In medical school, my favorite clinical rotation was Internal Medicine. I find the interaction between organ systems fascinating: this is where the magic …show more content…
Initially I found it back-breaking with overwhelming expectations from residents and attending but as days went by, learning became easier. While discussing cases with colleagues, residents and attending, I came to understand that while it is clearly impractical to assume to know everything in medicine, what was most important was building my confidence and improving the basic, independent steps in managing any clinical problem. I could finally contribute substantially to the treatment of patients and play a critical role in their lives. These experiences taught me a lot about medicine’s power, but also its limitations. I was jolted with a strong sense of humility: we are doctors, not magicians.
Since then, I have continued to develop as a doctor, working in Tanzania's capital city Dar Es Salaam, at the Aga Khan Hospital and starting a residency program at Muhimbili University of Health and Allied Sciences. This was when my pursuit of a career in medicine took a twist. In my first year there, my husband and I were blessed with the opportunity to migrate to the USA as permanent