In chapter 38 of the novel, Pip realizes that Miss Havisham isn’t his benefactor and finds out a convict is, he then feels embarrassed to know that a lower class convict guilty of who knows what crimes is his real benefactor. Pip then regrets being ashamed of Joe for all those years, “Miss Havisham’s intentions towards me, all a mere dream; … I only suffered in Satis House as a convenience…but, [the] sharpest and deepest pain of all – it was for the convict… that I had deserted Joe” (166). Pip is living in confusion and cannot accept the fact that a convict is his benefactor, in the other hand; this makes Pip open his eyes and see the truth about his relationship with Joe. Pip finally realized that he deserting Joe wasn’t worth it and that believing a high class woman was his benefactor was a total lie this made him change his
In chapter 38 of the novel, Pip realizes that Miss Havisham isn’t his benefactor and finds out a convict is, he then feels embarrassed to know that a lower class convict guilty of who knows what crimes is his real benefactor. Pip then regrets being ashamed of Joe for all those years, “Miss Havisham’s intentions towards me, all a mere dream; … I only suffered in Satis House as a convenience…but, [the] sharpest and deepest pain of all – it was for the convict… that I had deserted Joe” (166). Pip is living in confusion and cannot accept the fact that a convict is his benefactor, in the other hand; this makes Pip open his eyes and see the truth about his relationship with Joe. Pip finally realized that he deserting Joe wasn’t worth it and that believing a high class woman was his benefactor was a total lie this made him change his