It stated in the text “ she was beginning to recognize this thing that was approaching to “possess” her, and she was striving to beat it back with her will”. Her real emotions took over her even though she didn’t want it to seem that way but that's just what it was. She finally gave up or abandoned herself once she realized she had lost the fight, and she was happy. She was surprised at what it was but she had liked it and thought to herself maybe this is something i will like or maybe this is something i will
It stated in the text “ she was beginning to recognize this thing that was approaching to “possess” her, and she was striving to beat it back with her will”. Her real emotions took over her even though she didn’t want it to seem that way but that's just what it was. She finally gave up or abandoned herself once she realized she had lost the fight, and she was happy. She was surprised at what it was but she had liked it and thought to herself maybe this is something i will like or maybe this is something i will