The park bursts into life as the wind compels the overcast to migrate, opening a path for the light to flow through. Reaching for my phone, buzzing like it’s full of joy, but finding her face I hesitate. My chest begins to burn, cringing in pain I struggle to hold emotion from showing, my heart screams for comfort and my mind beckons for help. The pain killing me from the inside, I feel disgusted with myself, shamed about how selfish I’m being. Racing to the car I hold back my tears, it feels as if my head will explode any moment. I feel it coming, my eyes are hurting, hands trembling, trying to unlock my car before I fall apart for someone to see, slamming the door behind me and narrowly missing my foot. A fever falls upon me and all my emotions collide with each other, I burst into tears as my head drops into my arm. Unable to fight the urge to sleep, I give in, falling into darkness, too weak to worry about anything right
The park bursts into life as the wind compels the overcast to migrate, opening a path for the light to flow through. Reaching for my phone, buzzing like it’s full of joy, but finding her face I hesitate. My chest begins to burn, cringing in pain I struggle to hold emotion from showing, my heart screams for comfort and my mind beckons for help. The pain killing me from the inside, I feel disgusted with myself, shamed about how selfish I’m being. Racing to the car I hold back my tears, it feels as if my head will explode any moment. I feel it coming, my eyes are hurting, hands trembling, trying to unlock my car before I fall apart for someone to see, slamming the door behind me and narrowly missing my foot. A fever falls upon me and all my emotions collide with each other, I burst into tears as my head drops into my arm. Unable to fight the urge to sleep, I give in, falling into darkness, too weak to worry about anything right