It all started three years ago, when Brianna Smith shoved me into a locked for accidentally knocking down her books which caused her to slip on the first day of school. At first, I just ignored it, but as the teasing, shoving, and hitting got worse, the more my anger took control. The day I finally did something was on prom night, the last straw. Brianna and her friends had managed to convince all the guys not to go to prom with me because of some contagious disease she made up. She thought she could ruin my …show more content…
Sister, the word felt like poison on my tongue. Regret and sadness washed over me thinking about my previous actions. How could I kill my own sister? How could I kill anyone? What have I become? I screamed out in anger, anger at the world for making me like this. I don’t deserve to live. I know what I need to do. I ran down to the kitchen, my heart aching with every step I take, thinking about all those lives I ruined, and the ones I ended. I grabbed the knife with trembling hands, mumbling a silent apology, wanting to scream it out to the whole world. The sound of police sirens filled the pained silence and I knew what I had to do next, I pierced the knife into my heart. I heard the familiar sound of my mom screaming incoherent words, that was the last thing I ever heard before I fell into an eternal