Monologue From Oikawa Tooru
Kageyama Tobio/Oikawa Tooru
Haikyuu!! Corvine
Oikawa (top) x Kageyama (bottom)
The moment Tobio saw Oikawa, stillness expanded all around, from his gaze to Oikawa's. Every inhale and exhale twice as loud, his heart pounded right in his throat. Oikawa wore a V-neck with faded, form fitting jeans that were molded to his legs. His handsome face, sculpted and vulpine, twisted into a grimace once he realized it was Tobio. Of course he wouldn't be happy to see you, Tobio thought. Stupid. He turned his back to Oikawa, pushing through the ocean of swaying people and damp skin. Something tight squeezed his chest, like a fist, about to crush him until he couldn't breathe. He needed to get out of here. Away from the pulsing, stifling heat. From the …show more content…
I'm trying to tell you something impo—"
"No, you really don't. Don't say anything."
"You don't understand anything. Just leave me alone."
"How can I understand when you won't tell me?"
"I've told you lots of times, you just don't listen. You don't listen or care about anything I have to say. You just do what you think is best, you couldn't care less about what I think."
"That's...that's not true." Oikawa's mouth tightened. "I do care what you think."
"No," Tobio said, "you don't."
"Why didn't you say anything?" He looked upset, his mouth pressed in a tight line.
"I don't know. I'm not like you. Like, you know when somebody says something really rude or mean to you, and you get that uncomfortable feeling in your chest, and you know you should say something back, and maybe you would, but for me, all I want is to just disappear. That's my instinctual reaction to conflict, I think. Compared to you, who's just so...so fierce. Ready to claw out eyes and dunk it out. Does this make sense? I dunno if this makes sense. Maybe I should just shut up."
"You don't avoid conflict on court though."
"That's different."
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Haikyuu!! Corvine
Oikawa (top) x Kageyama (bottom)
The moment Tobio saw Oikawa, stillness expanded all around, from his gaze to Oikawa's. Every inhale and exhale twice as loud, his heart pounded right in his throat. Oikawa wore a V-neck with faded, form fitting jeans that were molded to his legs. His handsome face, sculpted and vulpine, twisted into a grimace once he realized it was Tobio. Of course he wouldn't be happy to see you, Tobio thought. Stupid. He turned his back to Oikawa, pushing through the ocean of swaying people and damp skin. Something tight squeezed his chest, like a fist, about to crush him until he couldn't breathe. He needed to get out of here. Away from the pulsing, stifling heat. From the …show more content…
I'm trying to tell you something impo—"
"No, you really don't. Don't say anything."
"You don't understand anything. Just leave me alone."
"How can I understand when you won't tell me?"
"I've told you lots of times, you just don't listen. You don't listen or care about anything I have to say. You just do what you think is best, you couldn't care less about what I think."
"That's...that's not true." Oikawa's mouth tightened. "I do care what you think."
"No," Tobio said, "you don't."
"Why didn't you say anything?" He looked upset, his mouth pressed in a tight line.
"I don't know. I'm not like you. Like, you know when somebody says something really rude or mean to you, and you get that uncomfortable feeling in your chest, and you know you should say something back, and maybe you would, but for me, all I want is to just disappear. That's my instinctual reaction to conflict, I think. Compared to you, who's just so...so fierce. Ready to claw out eyes and dunk it out. Does this make sense? I dunno if this makes sense. Maybe I should just shut up."
"You don't avoid conflict on court though."
"That's different."
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