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JOURNAL WEEK 5 EXP 105 When I was in high school I wasn't a very good student, I didn't really apply myself to anything. I had no dreams of going to college or doing anything special with my life. No one had ever encouraged me to do anything better than I was or to try harder. My parents were not college graduates, they both worked full time jobs and had to raise four kids. I knew there wasn't enough money to send me to college, and my guidance counselor never explained financial aid to me. I graduated, got a job and worked one dead end job after another, until I got married and started a family. I spent the next fifteen years raising my son and daughter and encouraging them to continue their education after high school. About a year ago my husband decided he wanted a divorce, and I was left wondering ;"What am I going to do now?" Since graduation I have always regretted not going to college, I have always wanted to work with children, either as a counselor or in social work. My parents suggested that I should go back to school. I applied at Ashford University. I have always thought of myself as a failure, but I'm not scared of failing anymore, I am however afraid of letting myself down for not trying hard enough,and for me that just isn't good enough anymore. I want more for myself and I want to look in the mirror everyday and be proud of who I see. I know that if I apply myself and stay focused and motivated that I will achieve my goals to graudate and pursue my dreams.

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