I feel it’s best for me to leave it here. I’m a true to my country and my cause but I also miss you and my baby boy. Don’t worry so much about me, I will return if I make it with the hopes of continuing a beautiful and healthy family. Write back to me if you please, but don’t expect a response in return. I love you very much…
You knew I was scared of the dark so you left the light in the bathroom( you still do that every time we come over) and you put a chair next to the bed so if me or Kasia fell off nothing would happen to us. Then I became homesick and scared of the night and the dark and you stayed at the bottom of the bed talking to me until I fell asleep and I do not know how you accomplished that. You slept near me the whole entire night in case I woke up and you cared for the slightest need, that I requested. As your eyes were half closed you made sure I was always happy. Then the next morning you made the breakfast that is now the usual at house (Nalesniki, bacon, eggs and homemade blueberry syrup). I will never forget how you cared for me because you influenced me to care for others before myself and everyday of your life you follow…
When we are together my heart races, my palms sweat, and i am blinded with love. Everything i do is for you and to try and make your life amazing. When we are together i can’t control my emotions and feelings, because of how much i love you! As soon as you stood up on the stand by yourself, i knew you were the woman for me. Ever since that day i have felt nothing but love, compation, and happiness.…
Anyway, the past few months have been rather difficult. There were many long nights where I would lie awake thinking about what went wrong. I would try to rationalize my actions and what I could’ve done differently to change the situation. When I would replay the days leading up to the end of our relationship in my head I would try to figure out why it ended the way it did. Do not get me wrong when I say I wasn’t as upset…
We knew what the other one would like, the interests and this was the smooth stage in the relationship. Over this course of time, we shared more information about our family, our social status, views on each other, disliking’s about each other or habits and most importantly what we expected out of each other. Later, as the time passed, we met each other’s parents and got even more closer, until the time that she decided to part ways with me because of my socio-economic status and decision to change my major. She thought that she was too rich and intelligent for me and thought of bringing an end to the relationship. So, the entire year and a half went from orientation to de-penetration quickly.…
Cecely, you are my honest to God best friend, significant other, chili pepper, and bashert. Your love is best described as the sweet spice of my life. My dreams much like my days will always begin and end with you, something that I would never want to change. You…
I was ignorant of the values of love, but I’ve changed. I’ve changed for you and only you Eddie. I am thankful to you as you were so faithful to me with your good manners.…
Instead I was left with a shallow and vapid relationship that didn’t necessarily supply me with the happiness I wanted.…
The sacrifices you made for this relationship were immense, including the decision you made to relocate to Vancouver to be with me. I let you down by not being prepared, and for not supporting you enough during the transition. I know how difficult this was for you, especially taking a job in retail, and not teaching the kinds of students you were accustomed to in Toronto. At times I felt helpless, as your frustrations grew, and instead of understanding and compassion I was focused on my own dissolving career and increasing unhappiness.…
I am writing this formally apologize for my behavior and attitude this week. It was very hateful and unwarranted. I have no reason to take out all my anger on you, I think I only do it because I know you won’t yell at me after. Thank you for always being so endearing and affectionate towards me… sometimes I act like I don't enjoy it, but you know I do, baby. I want to tell you that I never want to have just a thing with you, because we are worth so much more than that. I love how close we are with each other, and it warms my heart. I have never cried in front of a boy before, let alone on a boy… so thank you for being my shoulder to cry on. You mean so much to me baby, and I never want to let you go. You are my best friend, my happiness, my…
After that first night I had convinced myself it was coincidence she had picked out my favorite hoodie. She would text me asking if I would like to go out to dinner my answer was always no. I had to admit though I was impressed by her persistence I mean what kind of women could get rejected this much and still keep on trying. I did eventually give in and we went to dinner at one of her favorite restaurants. It actually went fairly well and I decided it couldn’t hurt to just go out with her every now and then. If she got attached I would just break things off. Turns out she wasn’t only one who ended up falling. After a few months passed I grew fond of her and began to miss her when she wasn’t around. I started to question all my beliefs about life and love. Finally I came to what I will refer to as the screw it point. Where I decided so what if this is all temporary I might as well try to love her for as long as I can. I believe that this was a brilliant realization that needed to happen but it happened with the worst person I could’ve possibly…
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest You just don't know what you have done for me…
A year and a half ago, I met a new face that I never have seen before. He became my symbol of love. A joyous moment to be marked as a day that I will forever hold…
And now I know how lucky I am to have you as my best friend.…
Hey, I know we haven’t talked to each other or seen each other in a while, but I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately and I want you to know I miss you. I regret what happened. I want to see you again. I just miss you. I just miss you. I miss you. It is so strange that someone I knew so well, is now a total stranger to me. That sometimes I go entire days without thinking about you. Most of the time I let myself forget because it is easier. But I find something, a photo, a gift, and the stupid love letters we used to give to each other. The full weight of what is being tossed crushes down on me. Part of me wants to see you again, hold you again, and all of those feelings become empty thought. When I look back at it now, remembering that love isn’t always what it seems. It is just so easy to forget, but this isn’t regret. We had our reasons for ending it and they were as valid as ever. But back at the start, back when it all began, we didn’t need any reasons to fall in love. We just did. The reasons came at the end……