Allie was Holden's younger brother; he was very intelligent and loved to write poems on his own baseball glove. Sadly Allie died of leukemia, this one of the first examples. That night though of Allies death, Holden broke all the windows in his garage he even tried to break all the window the families station wagon "My hand still hurts me once in a while, when it rains and all, and I cannot make a real fist any more not a tight one, I mean but outside of that I don't care much." (Salinger 50,51). The death of Allie seemed to affect Holden greatly; he can never stop thinking about him and can never let go of his loss. Throughout this book, Holden thinks of, and experiences many sexual moments. The sexual moments that Holden experiences is another example of what leads him to his breakdown. Sex is something that Holden doesn't really understand, " Sex is something I just don't understand. I swear to God I don't." (Salinger 82), an example is when Holden returned to the Hotel after the night out and was approached by Maurice, the elevator man, to purchase a prostitute for the night. He thought that getting the prostitute would make him feel better, but it didn't, it made him even more depressed when he saw her. The sexuality that happens in this book really seems to mess with Holden. Another example is when Stradlater went on a date with Jane Gallagher. Holden is depressed the whole time, and
Allie was Holden's younger brother; he was very intelligent and loved to write poems on his own baseball glove. Sadly Allie died of leukemia, this one of the first examples. That night though of Allies death, Holden broke all the windows in his garage he even tried to break all the window the families station wagon "My hand still hurts me once in a while, when it rains and all, and I cannot make a real fist any more not a tight one, I mean but outside of that I don't care much." (Salinger 50,51). The death of Allie seemed to affect Holden greatly; he can never stop thinking about him and can never let go of his loss. Throughout this book, Holden thinks of, and experiences many sexual moments. The sexual moments that Holden experiences is another example of what leads him to his breakdown. Sex is something that Holden doesn't really understand, " Sex is something I just don't understand. I swear to God I don't." (Salinger 82), an example is when Holden returned to the Hotel after the night out and was approached by Maurice, the elevator man, to purchase a prostitute for the night. He thought that getting the prostitute would make him feel better, but it didn't, it made him even more depressed when he saw her. The sexuality that happens in this book really seems to mess with Holden. Another example is when Stradlater went on a date with Jane Gallagher. Holden is depressed the whole time, and