After she died, I got upset and fell in the painful valley. I did not want to do everything even though I had to keep living in this earth. I remember that at that time, my fall semester just started and I was taking one difficult class- Human Anatomy I. Moreover, after my mom's death 1 or 2 days, I had a second test of Human Anatomy. I did not feel any things. In my mind at that time, I did not want to take to the test, and sent email to my professor for asking the back up test. However, I still studied for the test after asking the teacher. I still prepared deeply for test, even I took the test on time. I did not know why I did. I missed my mom all the time and I did not want to …show more content…
I could live or sink in my own sorrow long time. I could live in the way that I isolate myself among family and society. No. Withdraw the lesson from the death, I realize that I should live because I want to keep and memorize about my mom and all of experiences about her among my family. I need to overcome this pain because I need to live in the way my mom hopes. I want to process her wishes become true. Furthermore, it is because of my life. I want to live like a useful people in the society, not the people only keep the pain in hands. I want to graduate the nursing and help the patients. I want to visit my dad at hometown. I want to see my brother finds out his loving. I want to see my grandparents’ smiles. I want see my relatives have good lives. And, I want to seek my partner who I would tell him that I had a great mom and proud of