Deep Feelings Of Sorrow

Deep Feelings of Sorrow
Deep feelings of sorrow,
Devastate my poor soul all nights.
Once my head upon a pillow;
Awakening is the beginning of undless fights…
Against everyone who is shallow,
Who crumbles my path to lights.
I regret my kindness,
Towards one’s inner greed.
I shed the tears of sadness;
Yet, my heart did bleed.
Why am I pleasing; though they deny?
Why are they teasing me, so that I cry?
Oh! Dear God…
My prayers to you,
To only you, the Almighty, I make.
One is no more trustworthy;
Hence, I’m seeking for your sake.
You give me mercy;
Whereas pretensions of people are fake.
Oh! Dear God…
I out-stretch both my hands, to welcome your guidance.
I outright sacrifice my weak soul of hollowness;
Yet, I confront a cliff I saw in darkness.
Anesthesia can’t release my heart’s pain,
In which people’s evilness still remain.
Despair thoughts in me endure,
But never be cured.
My sincere feelings are pure,
But never be secured.
Contemplating my death to come and save;
Save me from deep feelings of sorrow.
Better bury me in a gloomy grave;
Because nothing illuminates tomorrow! Laskri Feriel