I had a lot of complications when I was pregnant with you. Your dad and I lost a baby a few months before I got pregnant with you, and I had several health complications also. I prayed to God every single day for you to just be born. And you were, a month early, but you were perfect! I had to have an emergency C-section because in less than a week, you had flipped feet first. Your doctor gave me three choices: stop my labor after nine hours of it and turn you, have you feet first, or have a C-section. That was a no brainer! That’s how I …show more content…
Out of all his grandkids, you were the one he was most proud of. He bragged about you to everyone. And I don’t even have words to tell you how proud he would be of you today!
You had Colic as a baby, so you would cry nonstop. There were many times I would sit down on the floor holding you and cry because it seemed nothing could calm you. Then, I discovered the vacuum cleaner would make you stop. It wasn’t uncommon for someone to come into the house and you be in your swing with the vacuum right beside you!
That first year flew by. Your dad and I separated after your first birthday. We just couldn’t live together and it was a mutual decision. Those first couple of years were tough. I worked two jobs and went back to school. We lived with Nina, and she let you do anything you wanted. For some reason, you used to sneak food and hide it either behind the couch or the bed. One night, Nina got tired of it and put a “Sing and Snore Ernie” doll in the fridge. It was motion sensored, and anytime it detected movement, it started to sing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. You were terrified of that thing. When you opened the fridge, it started singing and you screamed. It worked though, you never snuck food again after