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It takes Phineas’s second accident for Gene to realize that he truly does love Finny and that nothing but Finny matters to him at this point. However, this realization comes too late. Gene’s jealousy which causes his friend to break his leg twice eventually leads to Finny’s death. In surgery, the marrow from Finny’s bone went through his bloodstream and caused his heart to stop. At this point, Gene realizes that his only enemy was himself and he finds that life has very little meaning without him. Gene “did not cry then or ever about Finny,” he didn’t cry even when he “stood watching him being lowered into his family’s strait-laced burial ground outside of Boston” because he “could not escape a feeling that this was [his] own funeral, and you do not cry in that case”